It's halloween .. oh yay. // well ... might I go out? hm ... I don't know .. it seems pointless for a 17 year old asking for candy [as the Yanks would say] but it's only fun eh? I can't decide.
Feel quite lonely // sad // um ... well - not depressed ... but ... hm ... and so, yes, I don't feel happiness in my soul at the moment. But do I ever?
oh and I wish my parents will give me my birthday present now! It's been over a month since my birthday and they both promised they would give me something. Hm ... I guess being loved and cared for is better than presents.
I wish I was as beautiful as ... Marilyn Monroe. [Norma Jean.]
// I wonder if I'll see her ghost tomorrow night?
I hope not!